dancing under the stars
on the pristine white sands
with the gentle sea breeze blowing
to some really awesome heart thumping beats.

its really quite amazing to be dancing from dusk to dawn.
the sky slowly lightens up quietly
you wont notice it unless you lift your head to look up.
people are still dancing.
the sky brightens, it's already 7 and the energy is still up.
A-m-a-z-i-n-g.

i sit there, feeling quite drained from dancing the night through
and walking up and down the beach
shuffling between the different arenas.
trance to hiphop
house to r&b

carl cox to andrew chow to armin

joyce and i reached sentosa at about 11 plus, met up with jo/yangyi and frens before losing them as soon as we passed the barrier n handed in our tickets.
joyce n i were with rena n her bf daniel..had our first drink before walking up to the red bull tent to meet n reunite with jo.
moving from one arena to another, losing a few of us along the way until rena really lost her hp.
think it must have fell out during one of the piggy back rides from her bf. poor thing.
nicole came at 130 and didnt get in until 2 plus.
got sidetracked by jo n her bro..when we sat along an empty road to play silly card drinking games.
yangyi n his frens are really funny. gosh miss that guy..
they kept singing Fergie's Glamorous.
"G-L-A-M-O-R-O-U-S..first class...............up in the sky...........with the champagne..........."
it was damm hilarious...they kept singing all of a sudden! with the soft high pitched voices..

went back in to meet up with kenneth n co at the r&b side..
danced on a podium..before losing interest soon after and decided to go to house/trance at the main arena.

i guess house is actually the best. it had the most people..and the energy there is the best. dance festivals are meant for house music.
the electronic tunes, the beats, complimented with the moving laser beams n light sticks..
mindless dancing..haha. in a trance-like state.
i think im a trance-convert :)
even joyce likes it, i didnt know she liked house. i knew yangyi all did..thought it was a older generation thing. haha.
people come to zoukout for the best DJs they bring in and their music. rather silly to come n listen to resident DJs..but kenneth gave up halfway n walked us back all the way to r&b for andrew chow.
music was good there too. even at 6 in the morning..all the hiphop you know. and they didnt play the entire song, just enough and changes just before you get sick of it. a really goodwork. sweat glowing on bodies and....really thirst-inducing.
shuffled back to house to meet the rest..it was already morning n the sun was coming up.

it was 7 plus by the time we tried walking out of the beach to take a bus back to habourfront.
i even took a train home. haha.
figured i wont be able to get a cab with so many people ard. nic n joyce had breakfast but i left first cos i was simply too drained.

now as im blogging, im listening to armin's a state of trance.
post-zoukout effect. haha

think im gonna go back next year.




as you can see..i only took pictures when the sun began to rise..cos its only then that i thought it was so beautiful!!!!
haha..note the colour changes in the sky! wanted to post a video but dunno why have no sound :(

im feeling so deprived........

of all the riches and colours of the world.

here i am stuck in school/home, with nothing much to do except to just finish my school, study for some test, finish some assignment, rush through some project. don't get me wrong, i actually like doing work and like my work. ok, well i would have liked it better if i excelled in it a little more.

so im left feeling generally unsatisfied, the feeling of always having some backlock of work to clear somewhere..

strange as it seems, but when i finally get to go out...it seems..i dunno. the entire event/outing seems to be quite a disappointment for me. i dunno if its me, or the lack of company, or simply the unfamiliarity of the people around, the high expectations (of getting high and happy and gay).

i kinda get the feeling at 21, that im going to be someone really boring, with not much exciting experiences to speak of, no adventures, and no interesting photo album to show off. come to think about it, i hardly took any photos this year, i dun remember buying much clothes, clubbing drinking or eating much. is it because i've been too sucked up into the life of canoepolo and the bf? who btw claims to break up with me but im expecting a huge show down a few days later.

i used to really dislike someone restricting my freedom, but after a while i got along, gave in, just so i wouldn't hafta face another arguement. somehow i weighed the situation and decided that its just easier to be safe.

im going to have 3 birthday parties in 3 days. marcus,elvin and sang. out of which, i think im only close to the birthday boy, dia n mark becos they're also going. ok, the odac one shouldn't be too bad. and the last one..thick skins and fake smiles for me. gosh, am i really that unfriendly, unsociable, unexciting, un-nice to speak to? but at this age and after going through it so many times..im over the 'i have no friends' stage.

i wish sometimes that people wouldn't just come and go. but oh wells, people do.
ok, i wanna watch house den study for thursday test.

ask me out to wala if you're going the following week.

ok. back to work. after house.

afew wednesdays ago, the canoepolo babes n i decided to go mambo. but that plan was shelved for some chocolate fondue + mahjong at kim's place. but emme's brought music&lyrics. so we were all mesmerised by drew barrymore's clothes, hugh grant's hip flicks and tons of polo gossip that the mahjong plan was also kicked aside. besides..we had 5 people.....

so here's the saliva inducing pictures ;)


strawberries,bananas,apples and cherries.


overflowing goodnesss.

and since i was deprived of a wonderful mambojambo night that day, i called on my girls for mambo the following wed. everything's pretty much the same yet very different at the same time.
the company's the same old good ppl, the music has advanced beyond us and we barely recognised the tunes. smoking's banned so our hair doesnt smell like smoke anymore. but the number of ppl squeezing in the club's the same. spizes is closed (like what the heck. i was craving for some good maggie soup)
but boon tong kee would do too.

doesnt the pyramid shaped rice look great?

our new lingo is the word "monster".
we would usually use 'monster' to describe someone who eats scarily alot.
example would be "i am such a monster today, i had 3 breakfasts over 3 hours."

i am a monster. suppers are really sinful and i had 2 suppers in a row.
after training, everyone is a monster. but only the true ones would go to hongkong cafe for a full heart meal.

TONG SHUI CAFE


food's so great that we brought the whole team to the bugis outlet the following tue.
monsters!

long and backed post.
just uploaded the pics from my hp.

1st up...diana's birthday at our holiday inn.


chilling without alcohol (wow, thats a first for us), loads of mahjong, bbq meat and diarrhoea the following day.

next, joyce's birthday at a nice german restaurant.




love the white asparagus soup with bread, the pork knuckle, the sausage, the pork stew, the pan fried apple with cinnamon and maple sauce and omg, the beer. cherry beer!

monika's GREEN party. seriously, i have never seen another better colour themed party.


green balloons,green cups, green tea,green kaya cake, green guests, green presents!! taking live earth a step further.

jeffrey's party at cafe iguana and brewerks.

beer-battered fish, burritos, taco, beans, doritos, margaritas, beer.
odac has never seen jeffrey high before. damm amusing and entertaining.
imagine jeff taking a picture of himself, rattling non stop, and making everyone drink with him.

wow. i think this is my first blog with the most pictures ever.

freedom. very soon.
im done with my attachment..but i can smell my true freedom.
please pray for me that it happens!

queer fact abt me 101:
1) i find a strong need to buy something whenever i get angry.

This is proven true after i bought 2 pairs of jeans on seperate occasions that i got angry.
Great singapore sale has been good to me so far.

right now im enjoying life by spending the whole day at home and eating non stop, watching grey's anatomy or HOUSE. lovely.

do i feel bored and lonely?
sometimes..but really u cant think much when u're watching drama serials.

aiights.
i have no exciting post as i am too lazy to upload pics and talk abt them.
besides, they arent half as interesting as yours. (read my friends)

okay. big day for me tmr.
pray for me.

hi, im here with a new LJ account cos it seems like the coolest thing to do so far. (haha)
and yes, i will still only blog when life's a bitch cos when life is smooth sailing for me it means that i wont be a lifeless worm sitting in front of my laptop and pouring my heart out to the world.

updates: im one week away from the end of my attachment and i can hardly wait because i want my life back.

oh yah and ADD me friends! in case i forgot to add you or dunno that u have an LJ account.